Thursday, April 30, 2009

wanita cun......

wanita-wanita cantik di mte cik faten....


dlm dunie ni mmg bnyk artis pompuan kn...so that en3 kali ni aq nk share psai artis2 pompuan yg bg aq cun melecun n tip top ok....










1st...miss sexiest.....paris hilton


















2nd.....miss gorgeous.....fazura



3rd....miss killer smile...priyanka chopra







:minimo_43:ku mau jd mcm mereka....hehehe...skit pn jd la....bley??dush2..pasan2

Tuesday, April 28, 2009

lelaki idaman

lelaki idaman cik faten.....wekk!!pasan pnye minah..hahah..x sedo dri..

~~~aq pnye ske la...ad aq ksh...~~

calon2nye adalah.....

1st.....mr. huggable fahrin ahmad


2nd.....cutie edison chen




3rd...mr.cool jo ji hoon...

4th.....mr killer smile....mike he

yg mne 1 idaman kalbu....

plih2....spe cpt die dpt...

tp sumenye cik faten yg pnye ok.hahhaa

gle pnye prasan minah ni...

crush....

:bear6:hurm...x tau cm ne nk mlekn cte ni...well...malu la nk menulis kt sni........:bear9:
the story is about me n my crush.....seyes dh lme x crush on someone....

last man is fahrin ahmad n still have crush on him....so....to my abg sile jeles ek...haha

the latest man in my mind is him....pas aq kre2...suda dkt 2 thn la aq tidak mengcrush on spe2......aq sdh mnundukkn pndngan ok..

sesi cuci mte bersme teman2 skola sdh lme ditngglkn....

skang aq bek tau..cme lately....ad la sorng mamat ni....

die ni bese2 je...cme :boy1::boy1: just something dlm dri die yg wat aq ske mengusha2 die ni...

ape yg aq ske tntng die??

ske ati aq la.........hahaha..


hahahaha...so spekh mamat 2 adlh secret ok...

cme penegasannye...it is only crush yg temporary je...smpai mse mst aq dh x crush kt mamat ni dh..

so..fo the time being...just enjoy my life....
:boy9:

Monday, April 27, 2009

kerana 4 sen....

ape cte 4 sen aq??

cenggini x de pe pn cme nk bgtau krdt aq tnggai 4 sen je....

n due tok krdt aq lme lg....11 mei...huahuahua..sgt la cpt parasit mmkn krdt i2..hahaha

aq mls nk topup sbb dh bnyk kali topup tok last month...

2 kali 30 inggit n sekali 10 inggt...ffuuuhhhh!!

oley sbb dlm purse cme ad 30 inggt aq pn postpone tok menopup ari jumaat ni ble aq kuar ske rie brsme teman2...

hahaha

tp adkku ngan bek atinye mngsharekn 5 inggt,,hehehe

trimas adkku tp aq tau 2 mst abah aq yg soh kalo tak haram die nk wat cm 2..

aq plak mls nk sshkn mak bapak..hal2 topup ni...aq ley tnggung sndri..

cecccecce...sore ank yg dh pndai nk berdikari....

bgus2...


Sunday, April 26, 2009

aq bengang ni...

seyes skang aq bengang sih...

well,ctenye cm ni.ad sorng member aq ni ske sgt la slap2 my pp eventhough slow n mnje2 gitu

but for me it is rude ok..i dun like...n i told her so many times..politely ok...

why she still doing it on me....sorry bcoz i have to write it here but i think that she did not care what i said to her..n it really make me not satisfied..

see dear.i dun like u doing that to me....plez stop it..i told u earlier.

i hate it so much when u doing it to me as i will never doing that to others....even to u.....

after this..plez stop it or else..i dun know what i would say to u.....

Saturday, April 25, 2009

suka..sukaan di ari sabtu

pd ketika kwn2 aq tgh berjuang di hall 4 their muet aq di blikku berjoli2an...ye2

hehehe...nope la...aq wat hmwrk yg x siap....sbb tuan pnye hmwrk sgtlh amtla..pengulir(mri blajo bhse banjar bersame cik faten.....pengulir means lazy)


mkn....yg bestnye..this time cik qib yg ajak aq g bli mknn,,,,,,seyes cm bengong jap..cik qib ajak p mkn...slalonye minah ni krim je kalo time2 cti...big clap 2 cik qib.

then...nothing much...tgk tb......

cte industan...trlwt 1 hour sbb tnggu cik qib yg make over blogku mnjd cumel bgini..heheh..tq dear

blek dr tgk tb..kedue2 ktlku tlh diconquer oleh cik qib n cik pika..huhuahua

wha duh!!!nk wat gano....aq pn susun la kusi rpt2 n bring di ats kusi stadiku..

agak selesa la jgk...

cik timah my xclassmate tepon pas aq majuk tok bbrpe ari coz ktorng dh jnji nk g skoool n amek sijil s.p.m pas aq blek next month..

tp die dh p tuesday lps ngan bbdk 1 matrik die..bdk2 gopeng..huhu

ok2..aq kn bkn bdk mtrik kome...x pe2..

sdey2 tp idup mst dtruskn babe!!

tnggu lg 1 month aq pulang ke perak n menyerang semesti bersame kuncu2 ku pulak

hehehehe

adios!!

Friday, April 24, 2009

mlm yg best....

the story is.....mse aq tgh bek pnye golek2 ats ktl time pas maghrib 2....

ttbe i got a phone call....hehehe.....tgk je nme kt phone...mte aq trus terbeliak....ceh...cbe byngkn ok..mte aq ni terbeliak...hahaha

sgt2 la terkejut...finally pas sebln mamat ni x kontek aq...

aq bg msg pn..dipndng sepi je oleh mamat ni.....he seem so busy.n i undrstnd...

ble aq jwb phone 2...perasaannye amat la best...seyes..aq rindu nk dgr sore ko wahai shabatku....

sembang2....tp sometimes cm due2 kelu..senyap..aq pn cm ketandusan idea nk merepek ape ngan mamat ni....

adala smbng2 dlm 20 mnt...ktorng stop ble dgr azan isya'.....

pape pn..seyes nk ckp..aq hepi gle ble ko call aq...

yg psl aq x bls msg ko...yg kelmarin 2...aq sje nk bls dendam..hehehe...

aq pnye msg bpe bnyk ko x reply??

huhuu...tp skang aq dh ok.....

aq windu ko....

arap2 ko pn windu aq....cecececece.....jgn pk plek ok...he is my best fren....alwayz...

mentouching2 time....


too beautiful to lie.........



bru pas tgk cte ni ngan cik qib.......

best la ctenye.......td bru nmpk cd ni kt blik cik pipah....jd pnjm la sat tok menonton....

mle2 cte ni mmg lwk gle..n ble nk smpai ending..agak sdh la bg aq..agak sayu n sebak jgk....

boring gle ari ni.....x tau nk wat pe...aq mnd..bsh bj....n lepak2 blik cik pipah...

mkn megi.....

n mlm ni going to ayu n mkn tomyam...(my turn tok pesan tomyam lak ek cik qib..jgn nk mengelat...)

pe lg??

nk tgk tb mlm ni..cik qib soru aq wat keje dr. lee ...ok2 aq tau ko dh siap tp nnt la aq wat...heheh

kalo aq x tau...aq tnye la ko...soklan 2 kn sng tok ko..hehehehehe






Thursday, April 23, 2009

aku bukan untukmu

Dahulu kau mencintaiku

Dahulu kau menginginkanku

Meskipun takkan pernah ada jawabku

Tak berniat kau tinggalkan aku

Sekarang kau pergi menjauh

Sekarang kau tinggalkan aku

Disaat ku mulai mengharapkanmu

Dan ku mohon maafkan aku

Aku menyesal t'lah membuatmu menangis

Dan biarkan memilih yang lain

Tapi jangan pernah kau dustai takdirmu

Pasti itu terbaik untukmu

Janganlah lagi kau mengingatku kembali

Aku bukanlah untukmu

Meski ku memohon dan meminta hatimu

Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya untuk diriku

Meski kau memohon meminta hatiku

Jangan pernah tinggalkan dirinya

Untuk diriku

konvo

ari ni bkn aq yg konvo tp akak n abg kpli last year yg konvo...so aq x la exctd sgt just nk tgk sultan n sultanah kedah scre life jeyg wat aq xctd pg ni....


otw nk g gate dpn..ttbe aq nmpk mke yg agak familiar...tgh dok ngan parents die kt tepi kolam air pncut.....


gilos...aq jmpe aan...die ni classmate aq f4 n f5....die ni pndiam tau....

tp diam2 ubi berisi...hahahaha

die ni jambu ngan pu3.....


hehhe..sgt la snypnye die ni dlm klas sperti aq..hahahaha


td die g tgk sis die konvo..gilos...sis die posting kt sabah.....

siot je..smlm die amek sis die kt airport.....gilos lg


die pn mkin cntik ...aq lak...msh sperti dulu...

hehehehe....

aan dh abeh mtrik...haruslah epi2 dok umah tok 2 bulan.....jeles amat...


aq nk gak cti 2 bulan.............

nk.....

nk......

nk................

nk......................

tp duke ctenye...cutiku nnt 3 minggu jek.....huhuhu

puasku dikutuk oleh mkcikku yg dpt cti 2 bln..

eleh bajet aq ksh la sgt......*kisah2....huhuhu*




pape pn...best dpt jmpe aan even sekejap je.....


konvo pn ntah la...sultan x dpt dtg.cume ad sultanah keah...

daulat tuanku.....



ape lg ek......


ad gerai2 dibuke.......

aq n cik qib mmbli english novel......


n time lepak2 kt blik rehat..ad makhluk kecil dr opsyen ...........

tlh bertnye ngn nada agak pelik di cuping telige aq n cik qib

"mmg ske bce novel??ske bce novel b.i??


apos ni...adkah mke ku ini sperti..... hingga ditnyekn soklan ini...

"mst b.i bgus ni......"


huhuhu....aq ad gak la mrse sdh krne b.i ku x la bgus.....

aq kn x pndai grammar....huhuhu...

aq sdr...even makhluk i2 x bermaksud pape tp jiwoku yg sensitif ini trse la jgok..

hahahah

apepn..aq ske bku yg aq bli..even cik qib kte lucah....

yo lo??

heheheh....aq ske....

wakakakaa..actually x lucah ek....

bese2 je.....


k la...mau mmbce sinopsis dlu...hahahah

Wednesday, April 22, 2009

cik intanku......

haaalllllooooo....

sperti yg dijanjikn...enty ni tok cik intan.....

pic ni di amek mse ktorng f5 rsenye...pd ptg yg sepoi2 bahasa.....kami dok kt astaka mengambil angin,,,,,,smbil mencuci mte....


hurm.aq stat rapat ngan intan ni mse f4....sejak seklas ngan die di klas 4si n 5 si....

dlu knl gitu2 je coz len klas n die ad jambu sndri....aq lak ad durian sndri...hehehe....

mksdnye...juz tegur2 bese2 je....sejak 1 klas aq menjadi rpat ngan die even ktorng x la dok skali...

lgpn die rommate ngan cik timah....yg jd clasmate aq dr f1 - f5 .....

di situ la persahabatan yg lebih rpt antre kami terjalin......conclude as bff ever,,,,

intan ni ske nanges tau...leh kte sng nanges la....smpai2 agak jangkit kt aq la....sume ko pnye psl intan...

ala2 sweet n cute gurl gitu minah ni....rmai peminat lak 2...

hahahaha..seyes rmai...smpai skang msh mnjadi pojaan ati si kumbang2...

heheh...ape rhsie??

tnye la aq......P.A cik intan yg berjye...

sbnrnye...aq yg ajo die...heheh....pasan nk mampus aq ni....

cik intan ni bek ati tau....n kuat mkn....

Ya Allah!!..kuatnye die ni mkn jgn nk ckp la...ish2...kalo tgk bdn die..mst x cye pnye la..

yg ni mmg aq amat la jeles....hahaha...mkn lg bnyk ngan aq...tp aq lg nek dr die...

ilmu mkn byk tp bdn x nek2...x smpt aq nk blajo sbb sibuk fokus s.p.m....hahaha


byk la ske duke aq ngan minah ni...majuk2....nanges2.....mcm2 la...

wat mende2 bengong..

cik intan ingt x peristiwa kawad bersama ustaz Jamat...

hahaha.....


gile x gile mende2 yg ktorng wat bersama2......

mnd kolah......

mnd ujan.....

nek moto n ditangkap....huhuuhuhu...malu2

membuli knk2.....

pe lg ek????


hahahahah

pape pn our sweet memories still in my mind...

u owez in my heart...in my mind.....

wherever u r..remember..there r a 'little' gurl that owez luv u..n miss u...

Tuesday, April 21, 2009

dinner nite!!!


scre ttbe....ble tgk pic2 lme....n smpai kt pic ni....aq ingt smule mlm 2....

sgt la best....even x la best sgt sbnrnye...hahaha....ayt belit2....

tok mlm yg special i2....(bg aq special ok)...aq pn mmbli jubah purple(fav kaler)...

hahaha.....tok mmbli bj 2..aq nk gne duet sndri n 1 of the way tok cri duet sndri ialah dgn wat bisnes delivery lolipop...

i2 sume ats idea adk2 dorm aq yg kusyngi(naimah.....hani ...n qilah)...

x sngke dpt smbutan gle...ktorng jual lolipop....ferrero rocher....


dpt la sorang 50 inggit..ok la 2...blek modal.....

then back pd cte asl....hehehe....aq pn bli jubah 2....pkai pd mlm i2....aq rse sgt alim that time..

hahaha...bknnye sblum ni aq x alim...aq bek ok..cme mlm 2 trse extra beknye...

ye2...faten bek...(msk kontena ...angkt sndri...heheh)

n that my table for that nite...

consist of beauty queen ketol..miss sweety intan. ordinary me..... tough princess mashitah.....miss world siva sanggari....shyly cat pu3...miss blur dyod...n beloved talkative macha


heheh...miss them all damn so much...sume 2 classmate aq......kecuali dyod....die dormmate aq...

kngan terindah bg f1 members year 2004-2007

suke duke kami....aq,macha n dyod spnjang dok kt dorm 2...

syg korng sgt2...rindu nk lepak sme2 pas inspection...mkn biskut....

mlm2..lepak kt dorm....mkn megi....

wat mende2 bengong...

saat aq tido sme2 macha...tido ber3.....

ok..lpe lak...ad sorg g rummate..kimah tp time f5 die pndh blik bwh.die kn prefect..so die dok kt the famos E1....HUHHUHU

sdh la plak....

kalo mereka msh ingt.....puncak ksih yg ktorng lukis kt bntal aq....

msh ad lg...msh ad di tmpt yg sme.bntal y sme...

n aq msh gne bntal 2....memeluk bntal 2 setiap mlm.....


windu!!!

then...kngan wak2 mnd kt kolah bersama....

blajo berenang dr miss intan..yg lastnye x de spe pn pndai berenang gak..hahaha

terjunan hebat dr cik dyod...salute.....


korang...aq rindu korng....

kalo dtg skol n tumpang mnd kolah blek bley x??

rsenye kene mrh x??

hahahaha


idea budus...



pape pn idup msh perlu diteruskan...

n pd cik intan.....luv u owez.

next entry psl ko plak ek...hahaha

i am stick on u my love

Oh... Ohhhh...

I don't wanna go another day,

So I'm tellin' you exactly what is on my mind

Seems like everybody's breakin' up

And throwin' their love away

But I know I got a good thing right here,

That's why I say *hey...*



[Chorus]

Nobody gon'l love me better,

I'mma stickwitu forever

Nobody's gonna take me higher,

I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me,

I'mma stickwitu my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way,

I'mma stickwitu



I don't wanna go another day

So I'm tellin' you exactly what is on my mind

See the way we ride,

In our private lives,

Ain't nobody gettin' in between

I want you to know that your the only one for me



[Chorus]

Nobody gon' love me better,

I'mma stickwitu forever

Nobody's gonna take me higher,

I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me,

I'mma stickwitu my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way,

I'mma stickwitu



And now, ain't nothing else I can need...

And now, I'm singin' 'cause your so, so into me

I got you, we'll be makin' love endlessly

I'm with you *baby i'm wit you*, baby your with me *baby you're wit me* *oh..*



So don't cha worry about,

People hangin' around,

They ain't bringin' us down...

I know you and you know me,

And that's all that counts...

So don't cha worry about,

People hangin' around,

They ain't bringin' us down...

I know you and you know me and that's,

That's why I say *hey...*



[Chorus]x2

Nobody gon' love me better,

I'mma stickwitu forever

Nobody's gonna take me higher,

I'mma stickwitu

You know how to appreciate me,

I'mma stickwitu my baby

Nobody ever made me feel this way,

I'mma stickwituuu..

Monday, April 20, 2009

sore atiku...

pnh x korng rse nk mrh orng tnpe reason....

ttbe bengang ngan somebody....n rse nk mrh gle2....

tp x bley sbbb orng i2 x wat pape pn kt kte..

n kte yg cm weng2 leh rse bengang..

ade ke orng cm 2??

aq la...spe g...

hahahaha.....

anybody out there yg ad perasaan cm 2??


tulun2...........

n pnh x ttbe je air mte kuar dr mte korng tnpe reason....

ttbe je...rse sebak n mmg mte cm berair then ble ad orng tnye


"nanges ke??"


suddenly korng trus nanges tol2..huhuhu

sumenye tnpe reason....


cm ne 2...

so..nk kte...ni la gurl...plek2.....


owez plek...lg2..time2 cm ni...

huhuh



moge2 cpt brakhir......

faten kebuntuan

ari ni a kuar ngan cik yus,cik yam n cik kala bb...

outing di cs sbb cik yus nk bli kasut...ok yus....aq tau ko epi dpt kasut i2 tp kalo dpt borong 1 kedai kasut ....lg2 la ko epi kn....heheheh


lme gak dh x kuar..last time kuar pn ngn dorng gak....

apos ni???


agak best sbb aq mmbli brng yg ku mau dr dlu2 lg.....dlu time nk bli je.....mst x jmpe yg ni..mst kene bli yg len...huhuh

dh lme nk tp x terbli2 smpai la td....hehehe





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aq ske....sbb wat aq rse wangi...ye la....nme pn body spray kn....

sparkling love......



owez hoping myself sprkle....with love...

bajet2...acece.....
love to Allah....fmly......fren....n special 1..

huahua....

Thursday, April 16, 2009

rht time....

pas mlalui a week yg pnjng gle....akhirnye..ari kamis pn dtg.....

yes2....dptku bereht...tp...ad brite sdh2....

sdh2??

haha.....sdh je asgmnt bmk ku direjek.....

mrkhnye low je...33/50.....duh...re-do la jwbnye....

abislah ujung mingguku yg syahdu ini...

pape pn.q jnji wat elok2nk dptkn 40 mrkh...mrkh max yg leh lctrer kasi after re-do..huhuhu

ok la 2 labu...jgn tomak2.....

Tuesday, April 14, 2009

sahabatku

Ku biar kalam berbicara

Menghurai maksudnya di jiwa

Agar mudah ku mengerti

Segala yang terjadi

Sudah suratan Ilahi



Ku biarkan pena menulis

Meluahkan hasrat di hati

Moga terubat segala

Keresahan di jiwa

Tak pernah ku ingini



Aku telah pun sedaya

Tak melukai hatimu

Mungkin sudah suratan hidupku

Kasih yang lama terjalin

Berderai bagaikan kaca

Oh teman, maafkanlah diriku



C/O :

Oh Tuhan

Tunjukkan ku jalan

Untuk menempuhi dugaan ini

Teman, maafkan jika ku melukaimu

Moga ikatan ukhwah yang dibina

Ke akhirnya



Aku tidak kan berdaya

Menahan hibanya rasa

Kau pergi meninggalkan diriku

Redhalah apa terjadi

Usahlah kau kesali

Mungkin ada rahmat yang tersembunyi

ati ni menangis x spe pn tau....

pas aq mmbce sesuatu di laman sesawang ni......aq rse amatlah.....sgtlah....teramat2 lah..... sedih smpai aq rse nk nanges dan2 tue jgk....

bru aq tau ari ni.....npe kwnku i2 mnyepikn dri.......

hurm...pedih...sedih....x tau la nk ckp cm ne .....

rse mnggeletar tgn ni...mnahan prasan...

npe la mende ni jd kt aq......

mmg #@$#%$$......

i hate it.....

aq xpnh nk mende ni jd....

aq x nk pn orng i2 wat "pengorbanan" cm ni tok kebahagiaan aq.....

die ingt aq bhgie ke cm ni???

ha...bhgie ke aq???

my best fren ilang cm 2 je??


sbb mende cm 2 je????

dlm hal 2...aq ke yg bersalah???


ARRRRRRRRGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHH!!!!!


kalo mmg aq yg bersalah...aq nk mintak maap sgt2....

aq x nk ilang kwn.....

aq syg kwn aq.....


syg......................................


syg..............

syg..

x kn la bley jd smpai cm ni.....

kalo orng i2 rse tindakan die leh wat aq bhgie.............


aq rse ko amat lah slh....


ape2 lah..kapla otaka aq skang amatlah tension tok mmikirkan mende2 cm ni........

enuf!!!

hate this thing....really do....

Monday, April 13, 2009

a thousand miles.....

Making my way down town Walking fast Faces pass

And I'm home bound



Staring blankly ahead Just making my way

Making a way Through the crowd



And I need you And I miss you And now I wonder

If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time

Would pass me by Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles If I could just see you... tonight



It's always times like these When I think of you

And I wonder If you ever think of me



Cause everything's so wrong And I don't belong

Living in Your precious memory



Cause I need you And I miss you and now I wonder

If I could fall Into the sky Do you think time

Would pass me by,oh Cause you know I'd walk a thousand miles If I could just see you... tonight



And I, I don't wanna let you know I, I drown in your memory I,I don't wanna let this go

I,I don't.



Making my way down town Waking fast Faces pass

And I'm home bound



Staring blankly ahead Making my way Making a way

Through the crowd

ku pn x tahu la....

pas bce blog cik qib....ku amtlah keseram sejukan....aduh2 sih ngapain ulat i2 bersarang di situ....

apa ngak ad tmpt len ek??

ish22....very2 serious n dengeraous to oll ladies out there(me too)

beware n concern about ur self dear...

kerana dirimu begitu berharga.....


jage la drimu b4 drimu djgekn oleh orng len....

mncegah lbey bek dr mngubati...

psnn penaja ini haruslah....di take note yerk......

jgn wat leceh...it about ur life k....

Sunday, April 12, 2009

KASUTKU KASUTMU JUGAK LA CK KIAH OOOIIITTTT



PILIH2....YG MNE 1 PLIHIN KALBU.....


yg ini ttp mnjd idaman atiku......hehehe

suke ati kau la labu........

see......what cn u c??

eye right.....npe cme 1 mte je ad???

plek tp bnr....

dr krna mte.......

mcm2 leh jd.....

the power of ur eyes......

aq sgt ske la lukis pic mte...sbb bg aq mte ni amat unik..

dolu2..ku mahu jd dktor mte.....tp skang ni..mntk2 aq dpt mndidik bkal2 dktor mte...

AMIN!!........

but now...aq sdh gak sbb mteku x sihat cm dlu...aq dh jd minah specky....bkn la rabun sgt pn...cme agak2 silau2 ayam...ad ke??

hahaha...

x pe2..aq akn mkn karot byk2 k..

pd sspe yg lum pkai spek 2.jge la mte 2 elok2 ok....

sgt la x best pkai spek ni....mntroublekn dri je..seyes k...

Allah mengurniakan manusie dgn 2 mte,dua lubang idung,2 telinge tp npe Allah cme bg kte sekeping ati??

sbb sekeping lg ad pd pasangan kte...hahahah

x tau npe tgn ini sgt gatal untuk mnulis ayt2 ini...


jge la sekeping ati i2 seelok2nye dan crilah yg lg sekeping 2 ek.... agar kedua2 ati i2 dpt bercantum..aisey....

Friday, April 10, 2009

prutku berbunyi kkkkrrrrruuuttttttt!!

pg ni aq ngan cik pikah smbung tido pas subuh smpai la kul 11....
i2 pn krn ad makhluk2 gnjil yg dtg ke blik n berkte2 ngan volume yg tinggi..

ksbrn aq nseb bek tinggi...aq wat bodo n smbung tido blek tp


oleh sbb,cik pikah....my bedmate...hehehe...go away..aq pn trun ktil.... kms2......

g buang smpah.....bkul smpahku pnh ngan plastik mknn...i2 mmbuatkn...

prutku...KRUTTTTTT!!...

sadis tol.tgk plastik mknn aq leh jd lapo....sbnonye dr mlm td dh lapo....

huhuhu

ku tido ngan prutku lapo.....break1 lak dh terlepas.

jd ku tunggu lunch hour....

ok2...

aq nk iron tudung n tunggu cik yuni....

kami mahu mntekedarah....hehehe

p/s:to cik qib...jgn lpe utang 3 arimu pade driku ini....hehehe

Thursday, April 9, 2009

idup aq...aq pnye ske la...


hurm..saat ni..ketika ni..aq tgh mnhn nafas sbb atiku amt sket....

npe ssh sgt nk phm dri aq ni...aq bknnye alien ke ape...

aq msh mnusie beseyg mkn nasi....bernafas ikut idung...

rse amt la kesal n sket ati ble ad je mslh.....aq yg dperslhkn...mcm sume mende berpunce dr aq...

atau mmg aq yg berslh..n aq x sdr...

adlh ptt aq mngikut sume kte2 org n mngetepikn prasaan aq sndri..

i own my life...aq bley wat ape yg aq nk..btol kn...ni idup aq...ske ati mak bpk aq la aq nk wt pe...

huhuhu....

slame ni pn aq wat ape yg aq rse btol...yg x bg mudarat pd aq n spe2....

npe mst aq kene ikt ckp orng...wat ape yg die nk.....bkn ape yg aq nk....

npe aq jd lmh....mne aq yg dlu yg brani nk lwn..yg brani tok mmperjuangkn hak aq...

huhuhu

i just too weak to fight....just too weak to except it..

i just dunno who i am right now......

aq benci keadaan ni...benci gle2.....

aq nk cm dlu......aq yg dlu......

sombody plez help me......i just losing myself..................

sepi...aq sndri....

huhuhu...cik yam n cik yus bru je blek ke blik dorng.....smlm adlh turn dorng wat lasbella kt blik aq....hehehe...ye la sgt....tp x bpe best...x mcm mse aq g tido blik dorng.mngkin sbb cik qib tido awl sgt n die nek tido blik die mlm td...

plek tp bnr...

ari ni plak classmate aq leh kte sume nk g kuar g cs...aq??

msh sndri mnyepikn dri....dlm blik ni...x de hala tujuan..

sjk pg x jmpe cik qib.....

hurm...pnh x korng rse khilngan??(soklan yg ttbe tmbul kt kapla otak aq)

rmai orng di smping korang tp ttp x sme ngn khdirn orng i2....

orng i2 rpt dgn dri korng tp ttbe hbngan korng dh x mcm dlu..

dlu mmg doh joh2 tp still kntek tp ble ttbe...orng i2 mcm bz gle...n x kntek korng

n ble korng kntek...die mcm x lyn...ape prsaan korng??

sdh??

sket ati??

rindu??

aq amt rindu akn orng i2......

huhuhu...

tp spe la aq nk pkse2 orng i2 utk trus get along ngan aq cm dlu..

msing2 ad life sndri......msing2 ad keje n tanggungjwb sndri...

aq pn kdng2 bz...orng i2 pn sme.....

cme di ati aq arap.aq msh kwn orng i2 seprti dlu.....

ingtlh aq kt sni.......

sbb aq msh ingt pd orng i2......

msh dan akan trus......

p/s:ble x bz.....kntek la aq.....

my life would suck without u.....

Guess this means you're sorry

You're standing at my door

Guess this means you take back

All you said before

Like how much you wanted

Anyone but me

Said you'd never come back

But here you are again



Chorus:

'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow, yeah

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you



Maybe I was stupid

For telling you goodbye

Maybe I was wrong

For tryin' to pick a fight

I know that I've got issues

But you're pretty messed up, too

Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you



'Cause we belong together now, yeah

Forever united here somehow, yeah

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you



Being with you is so dysfunctional

I really shouldn't miss you

But I can't let you go

Oh, yeah



'Cause we belong together now, (yeah, yeah)

Forever united here somehow, (yeah)

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you



'Cause we belong (yeah) together now (together now) (yeah)

Forever united here somehow (yeah)

You got a piece of me

And honestly

My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you

Wednesday, April 8, 2009

bcelh whai cik intan payung pengarang jantungku






upload pic yang anda gemari dan jawab soalan di bawah

Kenapa anda suka gambar ini?
sbb background pic ni lawo.taken in ree's skin....wow,ekslusif gle la tmpt 2...seyes...die pnye candeliar cet.....huahua..wat kn pic orng 2 nmpk hurm(hehehe)

Bila kali terakhir makan pizza?
a day b4 blek cti ri2..

Lagu terakhir yang anda dengar?
my life would suck witout u..kelly clarkson..tq 4 cik qib..this song is really into me this moment...hehehe

Apa yang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ini?
siapkn my asgmnt tesselation yg nk kene anto esk.....

Selain nama sendiri, anda suka dipanggil dengan panggilan apa?
sayang....hehehe

Tag lagi orang soalan seterusnya ada kaitan dengan orang yang anda tag!
cik qib
cik pikah
cik yuni
cik yus
cik mimi
en. naqib


Siapa No.1 pada anda?
my classmte....part time rummate...pwen ((;

Org No.3 ada hubungan dengan sesiapa?
of kos..scandal wit me la...

Kata sesuatu berkenaan orang N0.5?
so cute in size.bilo la ko nk mmbeso mimi...ku jeles ni..

Bagaimana dengan orang No.4?
die bkl tido blik aq hujung mnggu ni....amt la pndai pkai tudung....sgt jadi(cm no ko wat tudungmu i2???)....agak notty sumtimes

Siapa orang N0.2?
my classmate...sgt la bek ngan aq ni..ske mnolong orng....cun lak 2..(puji ade mkne ni)...hehehe....plus...die la jpp dm klas aq(naib bendahari)...cye la pikah!!

Bagi pesanan pada orang No.6?
huhu....orng ni sgt2 la bz...sgt lme x msg n so ever la...miss him la..my bestfren.....remember me when u free.....

puih...pnt aq jwb cik intan.......




Tuesday, April 7, 2009

ni pos ari ni pnye

salam......sile jwb...spe x jwb dose.hehehe

post of da day...awl sket ari ni sbb tkt mlm kang bz ngan asgmnt kn....

hurm..
ari ni time kf.....aq blajo ssuatu...

say sorry kalo kte bersalah......

hurm....aq ni sng je nk mntk maaf kalo mmg aq slh.....i2 kalo mmg aq slh

tp kalo la aq mrsekn dri aq ni btoi..ssh aq nk mntk maap.

hush!!x dpt nk byngkn la....sketnye atinye ati kcil ku kalo aq kene mntk maap gak ats mnde yg aq rse aq btoi..

kalo ade sore2 yg soh aq mntk maap gak..mmg bley tp x spnh ati la...

x ske2...bg aq maaf 2 suci so x leh la nk cmrkn dgn keadaan trpkse kn..nk mntk maap kene tol2 ikhlas....

ape aq mrpek pn aq x tau tp aq nk bgtau emosi aq amat x stabil skang.jiwa kaco....

huhuhu


tulun la aq....Ya Allah...bntulh hmbaMu yg lmh n hine ni....


ptg ni aq ad test bola tmpo....digging,servis n 1 lg aq x ingt nmenye..hope aq dpt wat(tp dlm ati doa byk2 soh ujan,,ku mls banget ni)

ni pos ari ni pnye

salam......sile jwb...spe x jwb dose.hehehe

post of da day...awl sket ari ni sbb tkt mlm kang bz ngan asgmnt kn....

hurm..
ari ni time kf.....aq blajo ssuatu...

say sorry kalo kte bersalah......

hurm....aq ni sng je nk mntk maaf kalo mmg aq slh.....i2 kalo mmg aq slh

tp kalo la aq mrsekn dri aq ni btoi..ssh aq nk mntk maap.

hush!!x dpt nk byngkn la....sketnye atinye ati kcil ku kalo aq kene mntk maap gak ats mnde yg aq rse aq btoi..

kalo ade sore2 yg soh aq mntk maap gak..mmg bley tp x spnh ati la...

x ske2...bg aq maaf 2 suci so x leh la nk cmrkn dgn keadaan trpkse kn..nk mntk maap kene tol2 ikhlas....

ape aq mrpek pn aq x tau tp aq nk bgtau emosi aq amat x stabil skang.jiwa kaco....

huhuhu


tulun la aq....Ya Allah...bntulh hmbaMu yg lmh n hine ni....


ptg ni aq ad test bola tmpo....digging,servis n 1 lg aq x ingt nmenye..hope aq dpt wat(tp dlm ati doa byk2 soh ujan,,ku mls banget ni)

Monday, April 6, 2009

delay post!!

smlm aq x smpt nk post sbb bz gle....

smlm aq berjye wat oral aq...huhuhu..very pueh ati la.

lancar la jgk..even grammar aq mmg lintng pukang like 'ulo'.......a.k.a.....ular dipalu

cik qib yg bgtau as she is my scnd english tecer here....hebet english beliau..dun play2 ek...

pppstttt tp my former scnd english tecer...miss intan lg terer dr cik qib...hehehe...

pape pn sekmu dorng mmg bnyk tulun aq dlm english ni....

mekaceh!!!!tq tecer.....

then...ape yg wat aq bz gle smlm??

pas asar je...aq tlh mronggengkn dri ngan cik yam,cik yus n cik pikah...

ish2...tujuan utama:tmn dorng g wat facial then aq nk bli sport shoe bru...(mlngnye yg kucri x ku temui)......

mle2 cdng nk blek awl tp pas slt isyak 2 ...aq n cik pikah p bli brng2 yg cik qib psan...(bnyk btoi...sket tgn aq)....

alik2 dlm kul 10 bru slesai sumenye....

kami mntk jasa bek cik abe(faris) tok amek then dgn kehbtnnye memecut smpaila kami kt mktb dlm kul 10:45 mlm......huh!!

lega2.....slamt2.....x le kene thn or pape....

ksmpulnnye.....aq x nk blek lmbt dh......natijahnye...mlm 2 aq x leh tido lena.....

sdh2...jgn la jd kupu2 mlm.....

Sunday, April 5, 2009

public speaking

dr 2 week ago aq brdebar2 nk wat p.s tp still x smpai turn aq..then...

esk is my day...hope jd la.dh 3 kali aq pkai bj kurung yg mmg aq khaskn tok p.s ni sbb my p.s is about my journey to IPSAH...aq cte la psai aq pnye interview n wat i wear...

aq akn wear bj 2 esk...heheh

hope la jd even aq x ready sgt pn...aq ske men ckp je..x nk terikt ngan text sgt......nnt klm kabut...

tp kalo x jd...x kusnggup nk pkai bj ni ari rabu ni...huhuhu

mmmg mlmpau la cm 2..

2 week trut2 pkai bj kurung sme pd ari senin....

wish me luck!!!!

Friday, April 3, 2009

ptg yg suam2 kuku kmbing

ptg ni cm bese ble aq dpt pluang je tido.....mst la wajib aq tido...

bru je nk lelap mte....dpt msg dr sum1 yg nk sgt msg ngan aq time 2....aq pn nk msg ngan die tp mteku amtlh brt....

so...hav 2 disappoint u dear.....then....aq bru je nk lelap lg....

adk aq plak kol...smte2 nk tau aq tgh wat pe....huhuhu..

berasap sket tp sabo je la....

skang ni...aq dh bgn..hehehe...

mmbce blog cik qib...sperti disuruh....

then...try blek msg orng td.....haram x mmbls msgku...

aduh...majuk ke??

ish2...aq amtlh x pndai mmujuk(tp sgt ske ble dpujuk...hehehe)

penin2...

dlm bbrpe minggu ni...asyk majuk je...

hal2 kck pn nk majuk....

x phm la aq tp aq sabo je..

ye lh dlu aq majuk lg la pnt die nk pujuk kn....so aq bg can la.....

bese la kn majuk2...nk mnje2....hehehe...



moral of the story:evrything kte wat ad karma...nnt2 akn happen kt kte blek.....
tnggu la saat aq leh majuk blek...hehehe...aq nk majuk gle2

Thursday, April 2, 2009

all about life

hello everybody.....

mud of da day.....just fine.....

now i am in rest room( blik tb) with miss qib...atmospher here so cold as out side raining since evening.....

hurm....i have sumthing to be write here...

ape prasaan korng ble ad orng 2 ske nk slhkn orng len even though mmg die yg slh n die x leh nk accept die slh n die ttp rse die btol n nk jgk slhkn orng len di atas kslhn yg die wat sndri....

btol2..so annoying.....

mmw what the **** la orng cm ni kn...

mcm x phm la aq ble ad gak orng prngai cm ni.....sian la kt orng2 yg mndpt ssh ats sikap die yg bajet bgus 2......lg2 pd orng2 yg dperslhkn ats keshln die 2

mmg mnusie x smpurne....aq x smprne... byk cacat cela...aq akui tp

sbgai mnusie yg dkurniekn akal fikirn aq rse kte ptt improve ourself to be better person kn...

kdng2......mmg kte x nmpk slp kte n kene nk slhkn orng len bg mnutupi kslhn kte n nk bg sdp ati kte


tp ....

apekh x terdtik d ati mnusie2 berkaitan tok muhasabah dri n tgk dri sndri 2..

ape yg die dh wat smpai orng mnilai dri dorng cm 2.....


kalo x de angin.x kn pkk nk bergoyang

kalo kte x wat slh..x kn orng nk pndng slek kt kte???

hurm.........2 je la pe aq nk ktekn di entry wat kali ni


2 pn sbb mende ni btoi2 annoying me n my life since when....i dun know...n till when....

i hope it will end soon...


moral of the story: sme2 la kte muhasabah dri kte ni..

mnusie x smpurne tp mrilah kte cbe mnjd lbh bek dr smlm...

sejarah x kn berubh tp mse dpn msh dpt kte tentukn.....


Wednesday, April 1, 2009

bziness

lately mmg bz gle babeng...asgmnt2....2 je la keje aq ari2....dis week gak mmg minggu tensen aq...sket2 ad je hal2 yng mngganggu emosi aq

npe ek??

hurm...tp ape yg leh aq bnggekn..aq mkin matang....

aq x la mcm dlu...trlalu ikt prasaan...kalo bengang...mmg mncrut2...n show off my bengangness kt mke..prlakuan..

n aq mmg brani nk prng mlt ngan orng yg wat aq bengang 2....

mcm nk bgtau sume yg aq ni bengang je...tp

skang aq lek je.....trk nafas....

lps....

trik nfs...lg.....

lps...

''''prrrrruuuutttttt''' ...........~~opsss~~

hehehe


proud of myself....

now.....i hope getting better...

the atmospher here.....really dun like this situation

my clicks....stay by my side.......luv u all.....

jgn bior this uneasy feeling interrupt our frenship..

sooryyyy 4 evrrything wrong i do...

so sssoooorrryyy

i read my best friend's blog...kinda of miss u alot..

do msging me if u hav time...

miss u dear..really mean it...

my mud kinda like hell rite now....

dun know...where to reveal it...

feel like crying but hell.....but.....i dun like to be weak...

pity me to be hav this very cmplicted feeling in me...

p/s : hard to be me.....but it is more hard to be not like me anymore....

i not a perfect person.....